in a running mood… not running away but running to. Running to where I should be which isn’t here. Being in Vermont wasn’t completely right, coming back home wasn’t right either. I feel this tremendous urge to just run and not look back and apologize to everyone later once I’ve found what I was looking for.
this whole only having 3 friends is really bothering me. I have nothing to do and no one to see. it’s only been a week and I’m going stir crazy
is a man with ink stained hands
moving back has been easy since I’ve done it so many times. Having to re-transition financial aid/school paperwork, setting up jobs, etc. Hardest part is not having a car right now but that should change in a month. Hollister hasn’t given me any hours so I’m living on my credit card for the time being :x I haven’t seen many people. Only my brother, his gf, Eden, Tina, and Ant. I should see my mom and sister tomorrow and hopefully Nicole S. sometime this week and Skyla on Friday if I can figure out a way to get down there (which I’m determined to do so it’s gunna happen)
So many people have asked me what I’m going to do next fall and to finish school and stuff… and I sincerely don’t have an answer. On monday I have an online counseling appointment with smoeone from UCSB who is going to tell me how many classes I have left to take for my major in Anthro. minor in English and whether I can go on Semester at Sea in Spring, if I can transfer in winter or if I have to wait until next Fall. So hopefully by Monday I’ll have a clearer idea of what I can and can’t do.
For the time being I just need to figure out a way to get money and not be miserable while doing it. Body shop interview hopefully Monday as well. I’d much rather work there again than Hollister because I love their products and the atmosphere… plus I can put my hair up on bad hair days and not wear shorts that ride up my ass.
Hungout with Tina a few nights ago which was refreshing and much needed.
Eden has been awesome coming over almost every day. We attempted roller blading to Coldstone the other day but that went badly within the first 2 minutes as I headed towards my certain death down a hill into a intersection and the only way to avoid it was to fall because my brake wasn’t working (brand new skates) so I just kinda… sat down and my butt (bare skin cuz I changed into shorts at the last second) skid about 10 feet leaving me crippled for the past few days. Her and I watched the show Revenge on netflix and are now obsessed.
Today, I’m house sitting my brother’s new puppy :)
Annnnd I’ve been looking at tattoo ideas cuz my aunt is going to pay for one for my belated bday. pinterest seems to have some good ideas. Mmk that’s all for now. Byyyyee tummblrrrr